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Story Date Summary Title Posted By
1976 Brian is nervous about his first day at school and Joanie comforts him "I love you best" First Grade 10/2/2003 BK
1976 meets Brog - first grade Guest Post 11/12/2003 Brog
1977 A lesson from Joanie - "you have to learn to use your beauty" Second Grade 10/3/2003 BK
summer 1978 Brian saves Brog's life (no details given) Guest Post 11/12/2003 Brog
1979 Brian has an ulcer from the stress of living with Jack and Joanie Rage 1/3/2004 BK
1980s plays soccer with Brog Ouch and Other Things 11/7/2003 BK
summer 1983 Brian and Brog's swimming pond encounter I Remember You 12/12/2003 Brog
summer 1983? Brian and Brog win fishing competition - photo in Brog's office Sue the Bastard 12/30/2003 BK
summer 1984? Buddy and his wife visit from Texas. Buddy and Jack have a fist fight. Relativity 9/20/2004 BK
1984? Cathan Kinney is born Hitchhiker 9/10/2004 Phillip
1985 meets Mikey      
1989? 90? Last time Cat and Brian saw each other Reflection of the Past 9/13/2004 BK
1990 College - Junior year - Brian meets Phillip - they live together - the Mikey thing Queening Out 11/10/2003 BK
  why Brog hates Phillip and Mikey Slowly I Turn Pt 1 11/19/2003 Brog
  Brian finds Phillip and Mikey Flashback to the Day 11/21/2003 BK
  Brog looks after Brian - Brog/Phillip/Mikey Back in the Day II 11/22/2003 BK
  Brian looks out for Brog - Phillip/Mikey/Brian Back in the Day III 11/23/2003 BK
  Brian and Brog talk the next day Back in the Day Finale 11/24/2003 BK
1993? Brog gets married, Brian runs into Phillip again You're All Wet 11/25/2003 BK
1993 Phillip and Brian are together for 12 months or so before Phillip gets job offer in SF. He wants Brian to come with him, settle down, 'get married', Brian says no. Phillip goes alone. It's Like This 9/4/2003 BK
1994? Brog's older daughter born - Kerry In the Mood 1/19/2004 Brog
1998? The woman in New York Brian's Deposition pt 1 2/21/2004 Brog
1999? Brog's younger daughter is born - Kathleen/Kate In the Mood 1/19/2004 Brog
1999 Brian kisses Brog - searching for reassurance Bodies in Motion - and not 4/5/2004 BK
Aug/Sept? 2000 Brian meets Justin/Gus is born      
April? 2001 Brian turns 30/ Prom/ the bashing      
April? 2001 Post Prom - Brog gets a series of phone calls from Brian Phone Calls and Prom 2/14/2004 Brog
  Brog's marriage is in its dying stages Phone Calls and Prom 2/15/2004 Brog
2002 non trip to Vermont/ Rage/ the birthday hustler/ Ethan      
March? 2002 Brian's drunken phone call to Brog in despair over Justin leaving Guest Post 11/12/2003 Brog
2002 Brog's divorce Ouch and Other Things 11/7/2003 BK
Feb - March? 2003 Reunion - Stockwell      
         
2003 - Spring Day 1 Election night - Brian reflects Closet Idealist 8/4/2003 BK
1 We won! Let's celebrate Aftermath? 8/5/2003 JT
1 a bit scared about paying the rent Silly Boy 8/5/2003 BK
1 Brian falls asleep BEFORE sex HeHeHeHeHe 8/5/2003 JT
Day 2 Is this what people call love? I guess so Wake Up 8/6/2003 BK
2 Would Deb give me my job back? Morning 8/6/2003 JT
2 our secret language Secret Language 8/6/2003 BK
2 time to balance Ack! 8/7/2003 JT
2 I need to get a job Move Your Ass 8/8/2003 BK
2 Brian gets standing ovation in the diner - gives Justin a very public kiss Love Among the Lemon Bars 8/9/2003 BK
2 now he's got someone who'll be there for him Dammit! 8/9/2003 JT
2 Brian getting antsy - Joanie rings, leaves message Waiting 8/10/2003 BK
2 Justin's worried about Brian - the dent to his self image *cough* 8/11/2003 JT
Day 3 Brian gets phone call from BBD&O BBD& uh-oh 8/12/2003 BK
3 Justin knows something's up Annoyed 8/13/2003 JT
3 Brian hasn't a clue what to do Guilt Sucks 8/13/2003 BK
3 Justin is approached by Mark Amazing! 8/14/2003 JT
Day 4 - Friday Justin's interview with Mark - the job offer Anticipation 8/15/2003 JT
4 Brian now has a dilemma Just Perfect 8/15/2003 BK
Day 6 Justin thinks about Brian's reaction Something's Happening Here 8/18/2003 JT
Day 7 - Monday Brian goes to NY for job interview Rhapsody in Blue, Flying Home 8/18/2003 BK
7 Justin distressed over Brian and NY and not sure whether to take job Bombshell, Forebodings 8/19/2003 JT
Day 8 In midst of Brian's hangover and Justin's determination to talk - phone call from Michael - he's been arrested for kidnapping Are You Fucking Crazy? 8/21/2003 BK
8 for once, Brian doesn't go rushing to the rescue - Ben's got it All Dressed Up 8/23/2003 BK
8 Brian has a plan Coffee Talk 8/24/2003 BK
8 Justin doesn't want to listen, so Brian has a meltdown Spoiled Brat 8/24/2003 BK
8 On the roof - 'I can't live apart from you. I don't know what to do.' Last Two People on Earth 8/24/2003 BK
8 Picnic - Deekins owes me - I could sell Pittsburgh Picnic 8/24/2003 BK
8 suddenly he doesn't want NY? What if he stays and hates me for it? Um, scared, Ha!!! 8/24/2003 JT
Day 9 Mark - Brian - the beginning of the turf war - Justin has a plan Life is Too Short 8/25/2003 JT
9 Phone call from Deekins Opporunity Knocks 8/26/2003 BK
9 Brian gets the Vette back - and he's not happy The Vette 8/26/2003 BK
9 Justin is playing Mark Shocker 8/26/2003 JT
9 Mark phones while they're fucking - twice Yack!!! 8/27/2003 JT
Day 10 Justin starts at Diavolo - Brian walks in on Mark trying to hit on him Resolutions 8/28/2003 JT
10 Brian's 2nd meeting with Deekins after turning down NY Fired Up 8/29/2003 BK
10 Babylon - Mikey Exponential Annoyance 8/30/2003 JT
10 Mikey is annoying, Hunter is persistent, Mark is totally clueless It's Official 8/31/2003 JT
Day 11 Justin wants Brian's help in playing Mark Morning 9/1/2003 JT
11 Brian needs the Pitts campaign, needs some furniture, needs the blond How Much Room? 9/1/2003 BK
11 Furniture shopping - Philip and PHILLIP Utterly Bored 9/1/2003 JT
11 1st confrontation between Justin and Phillip Oh, shit, WTF?? Gulp, Snort 9/1/2003 duet
11 introduction to the Phillip backstory Slowly I Turned 9/2/2003 BK
11 Brian announces he's having dinner with Phillip, Justin queens out Beyond Words, Shut the Fuck Up, Fine 9/2/2003 duet
11 Brian feels betrayed Sucker 9/3/2003 BK
11 reconciliation Pathetic, So Pathetic, Fried 9/3/2003 duet
Day 12 next morning - Justin wants to know, Brian's trying not to go there Busted, Frustration 9/3/2003 duet
12 The Phillip backstory - first installment It's Like This 9/4/2003 BK
12 he's my black jigsaw puzzle - I want the prize Watchful 9/4/2003 JT
12 I mated for life Swans 9/5/2003 BK
12 Justin recognises how freaked Brian is - and he's pissed with Phillip Worried 9/5/2003 JT
12 Justin makes sure Brian knows he'll be home waiting Wake Me Up 9/5/2003 BK
12 Dinner with Phillip - 'I'm in love' Rain, Rain, Go Away 9/6/2003 BK
12 Home safe Respite 9/6/2003 JT
12 Brian has nightmare - Phillip leaving turns to Justin leaving. 'Don't go.' 'I'm right here'. Dreaming, Raining, Dreaming 9/7/2003 BK
Day 13 Phillip comes to the loft - beginning of JvsP round 2 Clarification 9/7/2003 JT
13 Brian interrupts, then vacates - leaving Justin to sort it out Isn't This Special? 9/7/2003 BK
13 Brian's pit bull shows his teeth - now it's personal - he'll come after me Pissed 9/7/2003 JT
13 Brian - meeting with city planners, Mark - graphics work for city, Phillip calls - he's having lunch with Joanie Psychotic Brat 9/7/2003 BK
13 Brian gets home early, talks about his day, admits Phillip wants to see him again. One very angry twink. New Developments 9/8/2003 JT
13 Enjoying each other till Joanie arrives Feed me! Topsy Turvy,Suprrise 9/8/2003 duet
13 Justin is in fine form - baby milkshake conversation. Joanie leaves Showtime, Orphan, Working It 9/9/2003 duet
13 "I love you, Justin" Blast Off 9/10/2003 bk
13 Justin gives him an out Critical Positions 9/10/2003 JT
13 Brian, of course, panics - perhaps he doesn't love me Too Well 9/10/2003 BK
13 I love you, you love me' I can do without the words Where's a Polo Mallet? 9/10/2003 JT
13 He loves me. 'my stone cold heart goes pitty-pat' Bad Boy 9/11/2003 BK
Day 14 The morning after - Phillip and Mark visit the loft A New Day 9/11/2003 JT
14 Jennifer joins the party Come to the Cabaret 9/11/2003 BK
14 Mikey arrives, with Hunter followed by Joanie and Rev Tom and all the boys can do is laugh. Deb's voice is heard on the stairs Red Pill or Blue Pill 9/11/2003 JT
14 the boys run and head for the roof Catch us if you can 9/11/2003 BK
14 a brief moment of respite santuary 9/11/2003 JT
14 the ledge scene revisited - 'we took the leap last night' Flying 9/11/2003 BK
14 Deb takes charge Piper Time 9/12/2003 JT
14 Brian tells it like it is and tells everyone to back out of their lives Brianized 9/13/2003 BK
14 Brian may be willing to carry your sins for you, but I'm not willing to let him. - Justin has his say The Rabbit Bites Back 9/13/2003 jt
Day 15 Brian has lunch in the park with Lindz - who thinks they did the right thing New Day 9/14/2003 BK
15 Brian starts to consider his place in Gus' life. He decides to talk to someone - Lindz? Lawyer? Caveat: About Gus 9/14/2003 BK
15 Mark invites Justin - and Brian to a business dinner with the new client - Phillip What A Difference 9/14/2003 JT
15 Brian doesn't want to go - neither does Justin, but persuades him This is Bullshit 9/14/2003 BK
15 The dinner begins. Phillip hugs Brian. 'Why does Mark throw Brian?' It's Showtime 9/15/2003 JT
15 Phillip hints a buying a loft in their building, calls Brian 'baby', Brian gives up and goes for a smoke Choking 9/15/2003 BK
15 Justin takes them on Just a little Question 9/15/2003 JT
15 You have to love this kid Chew, Swallow 9/15/2003 BK
15 Brian laughs and slaps down Phillip. Then the boys leave Some Enchanted Evening 9/15/2003 BK
15 They head for the diner for dessert - Deb arrives - the baby's on its way Diner Dessert 9/15/2003 BK
15 They almost make their escape Second Act 9/16/2003 JT
15 Lindsay needs you - so they head for the hospital Forgeddaboudit 9/16/2003 BK
15 Hospital - Justin resolves that Brian is not going to fund new baby Dιja Vu All Over Again 9/16/2003 JT
15 Brian snaps at Michael - reveals his frustration over the paternity issue WTF Am I doing? 9/16/2003 BK
15 Justin plots to get Gus for a while - then he makes Brian feel better Ruminations 9/17/2003 JT
15 They get home - for Brian there's a mortgage payment reminder Incredible 9/17/2003 BK
15 Blond - not stupid Divertissement 9/17/2003 JT
Day 16 Brian is desperate - he rings Vance, then heads out Three AM 9/17/2003 BK
16 Justin worries The Unknown 9/17/2003 JT
16 Brian's deal with Vance Hitting Bottom 9/17/2003 BK
16 Justin makes a phone call Cold Harsh Light of Day 9/17/2003 JT
16 Brian gets home, no Justin. He waits Dr Spin 9/17/2003 BK
16 Justin gets home Justified 9/18/2003 JT
16 They talk - Justin tells him about his deal with Craig Tell Him 9/18/2003 BK
16 Brian's not happy, but Justin finds a way to make him see it's okay Dιtente 9/18/2003 JT
16 Brian returns Gardner's check, they visit the baby, Lindz agrees to let them have Gus for a few days, 'You're crazy about him'. Brian blushes Thanks, but no thanks 9/18/2003 BK
16 Justin gets stoned Intermission 9/18/2003 JT
16 They wait for Gus and Brian ruminates on love. This Could Be 9/19/2003 BK
16 Justin, stoned, asks the question again - the no condom question Through the Mirror 9/19/2003 JT
16 Brian realises he wants it too - but when - the discussion gets shelved Safe Sex 9/19/2003 BK
16 Gus arrives and Justin has a talk with Lindz - we're taking our rights back Snort 9/19/2003 JT
16 Brian and Gus spend some time together My Kid Gus 9/19/2003 BK
16 Chinese food floor picnic - almost. 'I told her' Indoor Al Fresco 9/20/2003 JT
16 Joanie and Michael arrive - Brian gets rid of Joanie - refuses to discuss the custody issue with Mikey because of Gus - Mikey doesn't want to leave - Justin steps up to the plate Now What? 9/20/2003 BK
16 Justin sends Brian to put Gus to bed - Mikey whines 'why didn't you ask me about this first?' Justin manages not to shred him. Brian takes over So Not in the Mood for This 9/20/2003 JT
16 Brian lets them both have it - and goes to lie down with Gus Enough 9/20/2003 BK
16 Justin starts packing- 'not choosing is a choice' - go back to your safe place, I'm going to Daph's And That's the Way it Is 9/21/2003 JT
16 You walk out that door, it's done' Brian lets him know how much it hurts not knowing when he's going to walk again. 'I can't live this way' Done 9/21/2003 BK
16 He's my dickwit' Here and Now 9/21/2003 JT
16 Gus is finally settled for the night and they talk - about Mikey and his place in their lives Brian says the three little words Quiet Time - two losers 9/21/2003 BK
16 Gus wakes up, 'Jus no leave' - the three boys are perfect together Perfect 9/22/2003 JT
Day 17 Gus gets his way, and his two daddies for the day Swell 9/22/2003 BK
17 After a family day out, Justin wants to get laid Kinneys suck 9/22/2003 JT
17 Mikey comes to the door, of course, Brian has had the locks changed Boning 9/22/2003 BK
Day 18 Lindz comes to get Gus, Gus doesn't want to go That's Weird 9/22/2003 BK
18 Mark tries to get Justin to go to a 'working dinner' but Justin goes home Afternoon Delight 9/23/2003 JT
18 Phillip comes by to make Brian an offer, but he's not interested One Ringy Dingy 9/23/2003 BK
18 Justin intercepts Phillip's phone message Gambit 9/23/2003 JT
18 Brian wakes to find him gone Wherefore Art Thou 9/23/2003 BK
18 Justin makes a deal with Phillip. Brian discourages Hunter. 'He's married to the Blond here. No divorce in sight.' Check, But Not with my mate 9/23/2003 JT
18 BJG International - it's our ad agency. Prologe to a Queen Out 9/24/2003 JT
18 Justin explains Out of Control 9/24/2003 BK
18 Justin is bad Intermezzo 9/24/2003 JT
18 Brian explains the key thing to Mikey ' why does he have to fuck it up?' Manipulation 9/25/2003 BK
18 They head for Babylon It's Called Shaking … 9/25/2003 JT
18 Sex in the backroom - Phillip and Mark watch - 'learning anything?' Now! 9/25/2003 BK
18 First, last and only taste' Losers 9/25/2003 JT
18 Home - did you love him? Home Again 9/26/2003 BK
18 All I care is that he doesn't cause you pain' Justin vows to wipe the floor with Phillip How You Remind Me 9/26/2003 JT
18 Brian doesn't want Phillip's money, he doesn't want Phillip back in his life Too Sweet 9/26/2003 BK
18 Just when they finally get some sleep … Mikey calls Kind of Sort of … 9/26/2003 JT
18 In order to restore my parental rights, I have to file something with the courts. My Other Brother, Mikey 9/27/2003 BK
18 Justin realises - it's all about keeping Brian where he was Lines in the Sand 9/27/2003 JT
18 We both know it will turn into a fight, it will turn ugly Since When? 9/27/2003 BK
Day 19 Saturday Getting ready for Saturday when Emmett arrives What's Real 9/27/2003 JT
19 Em plans to throw a party for BJG - to their mutual benefit Em 9/28/2003 BK
19 The buzzer announces Mark's arrived In the Lap of Luxury 9/28/2003 JT
19 Em is doing Mark??? - the boys get rid of their guests Closer 9/28/2003 BK
19 Everything else goes away Luxurious 9/29/2003 JT
19 The boys struggle to keep their … minds … on work Referee 9/30/2003 BK
19 Em arrives. And Terry. Phillip asked me to come by Whatt??? 9/30/2003 JT
19 The boys try to fathom Terry Dick or Dickless 9/30/2003 BK
19 While Em, Terry and Justin party plan, Brian observes And so it begins 9/30/2003 JT
19 More party planning - Terry is offended by Brian's non PC attitude Lost, Found 10/1/2003 duet
Day 20 Pitch for Pitts promotion, phone call from Claire, Joanie's accident Mama Mia 10/2/2003 BK
20 Justin persuades Brian to go to hospital Sigh 10/2/2003 JT
20 On way to hospital, Brian reminisces First Grade 10/2/2003 BK
20 Claire rants Between a Rock and a … 10/2/2003 JT
20 More reminiscing - "you have to learn to use your beauty" Second Grade 10/3/2003 BK
20 Justin and Claire get into it a bit Toe to Toe 10/4/2003 JT
20 Brian and Joanie talk - "Are you happy?" Pain 10/4/2003 BK
20 Brian comes out and tells Justin Joanie wants to see him This Should be Good 4/10/2003 BK
20 Justin and Joanie talk - "I chased him till he caught me" As My Life Flashes … 10/5/2003 JT
20 They leave the hospital and go home Mother and Child Reunion 10/5/2003 BK
20 Sleep and then a new day Sublime and Ridiculous 10/5/2003 JT
Day 21 As Brian hits the shower, Justin gets a call - from Ethan Not Yet 10/6/2003 BK
21 Justin realises some stuff about how much he hurt Brian over Ethan Neverending Story 10/6/2003 JT
21 "I'm not sure about him" Brian's insecurities over Justin Not Sure 10/6/2003 BK
21 Justin deals Sure 10/6/2003 JT
21 Brian drowns his sorrows, Justin tracks him down "I won't leave - ever" The Touch 10/7/2003 BK
21 Justin gets him home, and gets drooled on - 'the most romantic man' My Romance 10/7/2003 JT
Day 22 Brian has a hangover. Gus arrives My Head Hurts 10/9/2003 BK
22 The boys play with Gus and things come up   10/10/2003 JT
22 Deb comes to the rescue, Justin tops Brian Babysitter 10/10/2003 BK
22 They're both feeling fine and then a string of messages from Ethan Who Do You Love? 10/10/2003 JT
22 Brian knows it has to come from Justin "I love you" Shut Out 10/11/2003 BK
22 Justin is scared by how scared Brian is Payback's a Bitch 10/11/2003 JT
22 Brian is exhausted by it all Revenge 10/12/2003 BK
22 Brian is hurting and Justin is guilty and extremely pissed with Ethan Trust and the Lack … 10/12/2003 JT
Day 23 3am - Brian leaves his boys in bed, leaves the loft and gives Ethan a call Moving On Up 10/12/2003 BK
23 Justin wakes up and finds him gone Ack! 10/12/2003 JT
23 Justin calls Brian on his mobile - "I'm on a mission" A Mission 10/12/2003 BK
23 Justin dumps Gus on Deb at the diner and goes to the rescue An Intervention 10/12/2003 JT
23 Ethan opens the door, the first salvos, Justin arrives Knock, Knock … 10/12/2003 BK
23 Justin saves the day - Ethan is relegated to the past Niagra Falls 10/12/2003 JT
23 Talk about not letting other men rattle them, get Gus and head home My Baby 12/13/2003 BK
23 Sleep in, Mark arrives, Brian up to something? Something's Cooking … 10/14/2003 JT
23 Brian dumps Justin in at the deep end about working out a deal with Mark Spunbab 10/14/2003 BK
23 Justin deals and recognises that "Brian's back and he's on his game" Deer in the Headlights 10/15/2003 JT
23 The Munchers come to collect Gus - more friction Mothers 10/15/2003 BK
Day 24 Brian and Lindz discuss the parenting thing, Wednesday deadline set, Joanie gets out of hospital, Brian buys some roses The Gallery 10/16/2003 BK
24 Justin gets his flowers and reads Brian perfectly Downstairs, Upstairs 10/16/2003 JT
24 Brian realises where his true home is Yellow is the colour … 10/16/2003 BK
Day 25 (Friday) "You smell like home" Chelsea Morning … 10/16/2003 JT
25 Brian is told he has to go on a road trip - leaving Monday Gone 10/18/2003 BK
25 Justin in the middle of launch preparations - Brian breaks the news Punched 10/18/2003 JT
25 Justin vents and lets Brian in on some of his frustrations When this Streak … 10/19/2003 JT
25 Monogamy conversation - Brian wants it all ways, but makes some concessions Leaving on a Jet Plane 10/19/2003 BK
Day 26 Looking back at The Launch, visiting the diner, then home. Intermezzo 10/21/2003 JT
26 Quiet Sunday together, then Lindz calls - Mikey's spilled about Brian's trip Sunday Bloody Sunday 10/22/2003 JT
26 Justin has a little too much to drink, and Cynthia calls Red Red Wine 10/23/2003 JT
Day 27 Monday morning, and Brian has to leave on the road trip. Goodbye Baby 10/25/2003 BK
27 The goodbye - Justin's POV, then Mikey rings - Mel's voice in the b'ground Monday, Monday 10/25/2003 JT
27 Mikey rings 100 times, then sends Deb over. Late, Brian calls Neverending Night 10/26/2003 JT
27 Brian journals his thoughts about Mikey and Deb Late Night Musings … 10/26/2003 BK
27 Brian journals his thoughts about Lindz Lindz 10/28/2003 BK
27 Brian can't sleep, so he calls Justin who has a remedy Can't Sleep 10/28/2003 BK
Day 28 Lindzpays middle of night visit to Brian out in the sticks Whoooo???? 10/29/2003 BK
28 Justin lays lays it out for Lindz about the Wednesday deadline Voicemail is our Friend 10/29/2003 JT
28 Brian unable to contact Justin to let him know about Lindz' visit Pissed 11/1/2003 BK
28 Justin stumbles on the journal entries Things That Make You … 10/29/2003 JT
28 Justin adds his commentary on Michael's entry Michael 10/29/2003 JT
28 Justin's commentary on Deb's entry Deb 10/29/2003 JT
28 Justin's first meeting with Brog, and the Munchers arrive as well Surprise, Surprise … 10/30/2003 BK
28 The reason for Lindz' visit to Brian emerges Two Dykes, A Lawyer … 11/2/2003 JT
28 Justin instructs Brog to go ahead with the legal proceedings My Turn 11/2/2003 JT
28 Deb and Mikey arrive, Justin tries to get Deb to understand that it's nothing to do with them, Brog threatens to call the police if they all don't leave And It's Not Over Yet 11/2/2003 JT
28 Em arrives and herds Justin and Brog off to Woody's Um… 11/3/2003 JT
28 Brian losing it cos he can't reach Justin, calls Brog while they're at Woody's And so it begins 11/3/2003 BK
28 Justin reports on the meeting, Brian realises he's now one of two. One, Zero … Blast Off 11/3/2003 BK
28 Brog lets Justin know whose side he's on Sidebar 11/4/2003 JT
28 Back at the loft - Brog lets Justin know he and Brian go way back Sigh 11/4/2003 JT
28 Justin hears Brog on the phone to Brian - the affection. Then he passes out. Beautiful Oblivion 11/5/2003 JT
Day 29 Justin has a hangover but Brian is home Um, Hello? 11/5/2003 JT
29 Reunion sex The Demon Rum 11/6/2003 BK
29 "Party - Friday" - Justin is enjoying Brian being home Midnight at the Oasis 11/6/2003 JT
Day 30 They catch up - some Brog back story - Cynthia - 'she's in love with you' Ouch and Other Things 11/7/2003 BK
30 Justin is amused that Brian is so clueless Light Dawns … 11/7/2003 JT
30 Brian's thoughts on Ted, setting Brog up with Cyn, 'Does Brog know Phillip?' Ted 11/7/2003 BK
30 Justin is frustrated when that question brings conversation to a grinding halt Full Stop … Again 11/7/2003 JT
30 Brian's reaction to Justin leaving, and then he finds the journal annotations And So He Goes 11/7/2003 BK
30 Justin comes home There's Something I & II 11/7/2003 JT
30 Brian is outraged, hurt and afraid to read what Justin has written about them You Think It's Funny? 11/8/2003 BK
30 Justin's notes on the entry on him   11/8/2003 JT
30 Brian gets the message PDA 11/8/2003 BK
30 They invite Cynthia to share lunch at the loft Prelude to a Lunch 11/9/2003 JT
30 Cyn agrees to come work for them Girls 11/9/2003 BK
30 Cyn leaves, Phillip arrives, Justin is pissed off Ack! / Inevitability 11/9/2003 JT
30 Phillip - 'Brog's back' Brian - 'he's my lawyer' Phillip - drama queen exit The Phillip Story 10/11/2003 BK
30 Justin, pissed, goes after Phillip Damage Control 11/10/2003 JT
30 Gus is confused and decides to take action Guest Post 11/10/2003 Gus
30 "Business is business, but Brian is personal" In a Mood … 11/10/2003 JT
30 Brian spills the Phillip/Mikey story Queening Out 11/10/2003 BK
30 Justin arranges some play time - taking Brog to Woody's and to Babylon Liittle Miss Mix a Lot 11/11/2003 JT
30 Woody's - Justin lets Brog know he knows, but won't ask, Mikey and Em arrive Prelude To An Ass Whoopin' 11/11/2003 JT
30 Brian misreads Justin - thinking he wants to pump Brog for more info Woodrow's 11/11/2003 BK
30 Brog mixes it a little with Mikey, Justin loves Brog, Brian bites his tongue And so it begins 11/11/2003 JT
30 Brian and Brog jostle, Brog lets spill about Brian punching Mikey in college Stuck in the Middle 11/11/2003 BK
30 More Brian and Brog history Guest Post 11/12/2003 Brog
30 Justin is enjoying having Brog around Whoo Hoo 11/12/2003 JT
30 Brog's first time in a gay club - Justin lures Brian to the backroom My Hunting Ground 11/12/2003 BK
30 Em takes Brog on a tour Backroom 101 11/12/2003 JT
30 Brog is both grossed out and envious Holy Shit! I've gone blind 11/12/2003 Brog
30 They head back to the bar, Brog heads off to the bathroom Round Two 11/13/2003 JT
30 Brian rescues him, discusses tricking (or not), they get phone call from Jenn Rescue 11/13/2003 BK
30 Cynthia gets a drunken phone call Guest Post 11/13/2003 Cyn
30 Justin wants to rescue his mom, Brian and Brog are in silly time mood Numb and Number 11/14/2003 JT
30 Brian observes Brog's reaction to Jenn Freeze, Cocksuckers! 11/14/2003 BK
30 Brog is pissed off with Brian for making him look bad in front of Jenn I Hate Brian 11/14/2003 Brog
30 Justin's reaction Men are Pigs 11/14/2003 JT
30 Brian is amused by Justin's reaction Fuming 11/14/2003 BK
30 Suddenly Brog is no longer Justin's favourite person Kill Me Now 11/15/2003 JT
30 Brian is coming down and Justin is obsessing Hello Darkness … 11/16/2003 BK
30 Justin wants Brian to suffer and plays a very silly game The Evil That Men Do 11/16/2003 JT
Day 31 Brian heads off to the Baths - payback can work both ways The Big Payback 11/16/2003 BK
31 Justin comes to terms with a few things Stud Poker 11/16/2003 JT
31 Brian doesn't like the idea Justin's been out tricking Fire Away 11/17/2003 BK
31 Justin fills in what they've both been doing all day Rapprochement 11/17/2003 JT
31 "Where you've always stood. Beside me." Make Up Sex 11/17/2003 BK
31 Gus is missing his Daddy Daddy Bad 11/17/2003 Gus
Day 32 Lindz has to call for help - Gus is acting out A New Day has Begun 11/17/2003 JT
32 Courtesy of Brog, Jenn and Gus meet Guest Post 11/17/2003 Brog
32 Justin is stunned, Phillip arrives Prelude to a Deluge 11/18/2003 JT
32 Phillip is convinced Brian needs rescuing Guest Post 11/18/2003 Phillip
32 Justin teases Phillip That's the Way It Is 11/18/2003 JT
32 Brian lays down the law to Phillip, Brog arrives The Prize 11/19/2003 BK
32 Gus loves Jus Lookame 11/19/2003 Gus
32 Brog enjoys himself with Phillip Slowly I Turn Pt 1 11/21/2003 Brog
32 Brian remembers about Phillip and Mikey - and Brog Flashback to the Day 11/21/2003 BK
32 Brog wraps himself round Brian to throw Phillip - Mikey arrives Guest Post 11/21/2003 Brog
32 Brian continues to remember - the Brog/Phillip/Mikey confrontation Back in the Day II 11/21/2003 BK
32 More memories - Brian rescues Brog from the consequences Back in the Day III 11/22/2003 BK
32 Brog muses on which one he hates most - Phillip or Mikey (Mikey wins) Soliloquy 11/23/2003 Brog
32 Cyn's first day in the office Guest Post 11/23/2003 Cyn
32 Brog starts to go black Irish, but the two Irishmen get the giggles Aprθs Midi Des Imbθciles 11/24/2003 Brog
32 Brian remembers - next day discussion with Brog, Justin gets home Back in the Day Finale 11/24/2003 BK
32 Justin suddenly finds it all funny Oh My 11/25/2003 JT
32 Brian explains the second round thing with Phillip, and then announces, "I don't want to walk in and find you fucking anyone" You're All Wet 11/25/2003 BK
32 Justin decides that Brian needs time to consider that last statement Considerations 11/26/2003 JT
32 Brian has had enough, he reads all of his 'guests' the riot act Grown Ups 11/26/2003 BK
32 Gus realises he has two daddies Who's Your Daddy? 11/26/2003 Gus
32 Brog plots and plans, collects Jenn and brings her to pick up Gus Afternoon Delight 11/27/2003 Brog
32 Gus gets a Grammy, and pizza, Brian gets Justin to himself, Brog gets nada Feeling Groovy 11/27/2003 BK
32 Brian considers what makes it different with Justin "I feel safe with him." In Your Eyes 11/28/2003 BK
32 Justin thinks about Brian - 'we have a file of pics of us caught in stupid acts' Ruminations 11/28/2003 JT
32 Deb's wondering about whose side she should be on in the battle over Gus Guest Post 11/30/2003 Deb
32 Deb rings - she wants to talk to Brian Mama Mia - Not 12/1/2003 BK
32 Brian meets Deb at the laundromat - she tells him she was wrong Guest Post 12/1/2003 Deb
32 Brian can't believe what he's hearing Scared 12/1/2003 BK
32 Brog has to take a backseat to the other Kinney man, then Mollie shows up Pizza for Three 12/2/2003 Brog
32 Brian comes home and tells Justin what Deb says, then they get interrupted Well, now… 12/2/2003 JT
Day 33 Cyn learns more than she bargained for Visitation 12/2/2003 Cyn
33 Justin doesn't enjoy being the floor show I Need to Hit Him 12/2/2003 JT
33 Em reflects on Brian, and enjoys seeing Brian and Justin happy together Guest Post 12/3/2003 Em
33 Brian ponders his makeshift family, his role in it, and the pain it causes him The Drive 12/3/2003 BK
33 Deb waits for the family to arrive and tries to work out if things can be fixed Guest Post 12/4/2003 Deb
33 Ben's thoughts on the gang Who Are These People? 12/4/2003 Ben
33 At Deb's - Mel speaks her mind, Deb reminds her whose house it is Guest Post 12/5/2003 Mel
33 Emmett takes exception to Mel's attitude, and weighs in on Brian's side Now Wait a Minute 12/5/2003 Em
33 Justin loses it, tells them all what he thinks of them, and that it's over la recherche du temps perdu 12/5/2003 JT
33 Brog and Brian discuss the night - and Justin Brog and Brian … 12/6/2003 BK
33 "I'm not going anywhere" Catch Up 12/6/2003 JT
33 Brian and Justin drive Brog from the loft, Brian says thank you Boner 12/6/2003 BK
33 Justin has a nasty plan to let Brog listen in - Brian springs him at it Appetizer 12/7/2003 JT
33 Brog reflects on Brian and Justin and sex with men I'm a Sick Bastard 12/7/2003 Brog
33 Brian goes to check that things are okay with Brog. Daphne turns up I'm a Sick Bastard 12/7/2003 BK
33 Brian wakes Justin - Daphne needs you How Do I Breathe … 12/7/2003 JT
33 Daph tells Justin what happened Safe 12/8/2003 Daph
33 Justin comes unglued, but Brian pastes him back together Aftermath 12/9/2003 JT
33 Brog wants to get Daph to a doctor, she has a nightmare One of us has some sense 12/9/2003 Brog
33 Justin is trying to comfort Daph when he remembers - everything Oh Shit 12/9/2003 JT
33 The boys cling to each other for dear life Agony 12/9/2003 BK
33 Brog drives Daph home, she explains about Prom, Brog kicks ass Sign of the Apocalypse 10/12/2003 Brog
33 Justin considers what his memory lost cost him - and Brian Twilight at Midnight 12/11/2003 JT
33 They talk - Justin tells him how he feels about forgetting the dance The Bomb 12/11/2003 BK
Day 34 IM conversation between Brog and Brian The Morning After 12/12/2003 BK
34 Daph and Justin have breakfast - talk about Brog and interview - with Phillip What a Weird Night 12/12/2003 Daph
34 Brian and Brog have brunch and talk, Brog remembers the swimming pond I Remember You 12/13/2003 Brog
34 Deb tackles Justin and gets more, much more, than she bargained for Really Bad Timing 12/14/2003 JT
34 Mikey and Deb have a chat - about Phillip, Justin and other things Guest Post 12/14/2003 Mikey
34 Diner - Brian and Brog, Mikey tells Brian Justin was in the backroom last night Whoop de Doo 12/15/2003 BK
34 Justin decides to tackle Mikey and heads back to the diner Stormy Weather 12/15/2003 JT
34 B&J talk about the source of Justin's anger, Brian wants him to get help Help! 12/15/2003 BK
34 Justin comes unglued, Brian drives him home Shards 12/16/2003 JT
34 Justin's anger finds a target Jagged Little Pill 12/17/2003 JT
34 Brian's feeling violated and has to get away Aftermath 12/18/2003 BK
34 Justin's pain Through the Past Darkly 12/18/2003 JT
Day 35 3.30 in the morning - Brian calls Brog Sanctuary 12/19/2003 BK
35 Brog's on his way when Brian calls back - 'take care of Justin' Hobgoblin 12/19/2003 Brog
35 Brog visits Justin   12/19/2003 JT
35 Em arrives, Brog leaves him to babysit, Justin leaves Good Morning Sunshine 12/20/2003 Em
35 Em's lining up a client, when he comes across Brian Flouncing and Pouncing 12/20/2003 Em
35 Brog arrives - Brian blames Hobbs and Brog understands Room 2737 12/21/2003 Brog
35 Justin is driving around when he comes across Hunter Taxi Driver 12/22/2003 JT
35 Brian arrives home, and so does Justin What the Fuck … 12/22/2003 BK
35 "We'll get through this together" Survivor 12/23/2003 JT
35 Brog meets Cynthia Meanwhile Downstairs 12/23/2003 Brog
Day 36 They've talked, but the damage is still there, and Brian doesn't want sex   12/24/2003 JT
Day 37? They've been tested, Brian is working, Mikey visits, Brian lays down the law Warning. Stop. Now. 12/24/2003 BK
37? Mikey runs into Phillip and talks too much Guest Post 12/25/2003 Phillip
37? Brog and Brian have dinner - Brog suggests suing Hobbs in civil court Dinner Time … 12/26/2003 BK
37? B&J jerk off together and share a shower - then Brian mentions Brog's idea Impeccable Timing 12/26/2003 BK
37? Justin's reaction Let It Bleed 12/26/2003 JT
Day 38 The guys have a pitch to make, Brian has some bleeding, Justin has a hissy fit, Daph has a job with Phillip The Hits Just Keep On.. 12/27/2003 BK
38 Brian makes an appointment, Justin shows up too, Brian lets him   12/28/2003 JT
38 They get the facts from the doc - no anal sex for 6 weeks Cold Hard Facts 12/28/2003 BK
38 They talk, 'we', 'us' - Justin decides - "I want that fucker's balls for earrings" L'Apres Midi D'un Docteur 12/29/2003 JT
38 More talk 'I let it happen' - first sex - a hand job for Justin - hopeful Healing pt 1 12/29/2003 BK
38 dinner with Cyn - phone call from Brian - 'we're going for it' Healing pt 2 12/29/2003 Brog
38 Justin reflects and is joined by Brian 'we're happy too' 'yes, we are' Reverie 12/30/2003 JT
Day 39 Meet with Brog about civil suit - Brog lets Brian know he knows Justin hurt him Sue the Bastard 12/30/2003 BK
39 Phillip plots on how to get Brian back using Mikey Gambit pt 1 12/31/2003 Phillip
39 Chris Hobbs is served Payback 12/31/2003 Hobbs
39 Mikey gushes Delusional Behaviour pt 2 1/1/2004 Mikey
39 Brian visits Gus unexpectedly, plays with him in the bath and puts him to bed MY Daddy 1/1/2004 Gus
39 Brian gets home - Justin suggests full custody   1/2/2004 JT
39 Brian explains why that isn't a good idea, Justin is impressed, Brian is seduced. That's one problem solved. You Have to Love This Kid 1/2/2004 BK
Day 40 Lindsay visits 'I thought we could be friends' - Justin throws her out Some Enchanted Morning 1/3/2004 JT
40 Brian gets Justin to recognise that he needs help - he has a name - Lydia Rage 1/3/2004 BK
40 Brian's out, Justin's depressed, Brog comes along 'You don't like me, do you?' Darkness 1/4/2003 JT
40 Lindz asks Brian to meet her, is surprised by the results Listen, Bitch! 1/4/2004 BK
40 Phillip realises Mikey's not going to be much help, kicks him to the curb Another Prick in the Wall 1/4/2004 Phillip
40 Brog has dinner with Cyn, fields calls from Jen and from Daph Too Much of a Good Thing 1/5/2004 Brog
Day 41 Justin is freaking out seeing the shrink, but Brian is there for him Kindness 1/5/2004 JT
41 First session with Lydia, they talk about the prom, tell her about the rape Session 1 JT & BK 1/6/2004 Lydia
41 Post Lydia lunch - Justin is stressed, Brian supportive, then … Phillip The Colour of Love 1/6/2004 JT
41 Justin pleads a headache, Brian has a meltdown. Finds Phillip's room key. Rock Bottom 1/6/2004 BK
41 Justin's alone and hurting when the machine fields a call from Phillip Hiver 1/7/2004 JT
41 Brian at the end of his rope, visits the diner, gets a pep talk from Deb The Way He Walks 1/8/2004 Deb
41 Justin makes a phone call Words are very … 1/8/2004 JT
41 Brian gets home, they watch a movie Kicking back with Marlon 1/8/2004 BK
Day 42? dinner with Jen - who has made a big sale What a Difference … 1/9/2004 JT
42 Brog, Brian and Justin tour Brog's loft, then the women start to arrive Cursed 1/9/2004 Brog
Day 43 Client conference for Hobbs with his lawyer Rules of Engagement 1/10/2004 Ms Stanfield
43 Brian has to go out of town for a client meeting, Justin is clingy Close Your Eyes Babe … 1/10/2004 BK
43 Justin has dinner with Daph - they talk about Brog Mood = Bad 1/10/2004 JT
43 Justin and Brog clear the air a little, Brog gets a booty call from Cyn Drop Ins 1/11/2004 Brog
43 Hot phone sex - then Daphne drops by with news about Phillip and Mikey Dirty Little Secrets 1/12/2004 JT
43 Cyn visits Brog and gets what she wants - then she leaves Played 1/12/2004 Brog
Day 44 Daph's first day at work with Phillip, she gets a call from Brog Dawgin' the Dawgs 1/13/2004 Daph
44 Brian gets home - horny and ready for play with a twist of kink A Kink in the Road 1/13/2004 BK
44 Justin and Brian go out to dinner, Daph and Brog are there, Justin dishes That's Entertainment 1/14/2004 JT
44 Brog and Brian share, 'I think I am happy' Justin hears Daph is pissy Reflections in a Golden … 1/14/2004 Brog
Day 45 They're warm snug and safe - then Justin finds a phone message from Brog Vita Interrupta 1/15/2004 JT
45 Brog preps Justin for his deposition, gets a call from Cyn, and one from Sheila Past is Never Past 1/15/2004 Brog
45 In the wake of his talk with Brog, Justin has a mini meltdown. They call Lydia Silence 1/16/2004 JT
45 Justin's second session with Lydia - they talk about Hobbs Session 2 JT and Lydia 1/16/2004 Lydia
45 Daph accompanies Phillip to a meeting with Brian and Mikey drops by Not in Kansas Any More 1/17/2004 Daph
45 Brog and Justin both seek to drown their sorrows - meet and begin to bond In the Mood 1/18/2004 Brog
45 Brog and Justin arrive. Brian, Brog and Justin find a balance Never a Dull Moment 1/19/2004 JT
45 Brian asks Justin to fuck him, Justin says too soon. Ben arrives Alone at Last - Kind of 1/19/2004 BK
45 Ben wants to know if something's going on with Mikey Fishing Expedition 1/20/2004 Ben
Day 46? Brog collects Kate from the airport Baby Love 1/20/2004 Brog
46? Justin and Daph in the office, Mark arrives, then Terri. Then Brian gets back. Line Forms to the Right 1/21/2004 JT
46? Kate and Brog have a visitor The Future Mrs Taylor 1/22/2004 Kate
Day 47? (Monday) Justin visits Ben at CMU, but he's not Ben's only visitor And I Thought … 1/23/2004 JT
47? Brian is just trying to get on with his job, Kate makes an announcement Incomprehensible 1/24/2004 BK
47? They decide to relax at Babylon, Brian teasing, Em curious, then Mikey shows Babylon, my Babylon 1/25/2004 JT
47? They visit the backroom, Mikey peeks, Brian and Mikey have a chat "I'm monogamous" Backroom Babylon 1/25/2004 BK
47? Brog calls Brian, Phillip's development project, Kate 'busts' Brian and Taylor Busted 1/27/2004 Brog
47? Taylor' tries to cope with Kate, Brog and a giggly Brian Kids Say the Darnedest … 1/28/2004 JT
47? Brog's left explaining to Kate, who has a compromise solution This is Just Wrong 1/28/2004 Brog
Day 48 Justin faces up to life as a boss, Kate drops off a present Another Fine Mess 1/29/2004 JT
48 Cyn and Brian talk about Brog. Cyn wants to know what Brian did to Sheila. Brian Kinney Lite 1/29/2004 BK
48 Mel gets some news she didn't want to hear You Can't Always Get… 1/30/2004 Mel
48 Brog gets a phone call from Mel passes the news on to Justin, Brian arrives Dumbidge 1/31/2001 Brog
48 Brian gets home, tells Justin what his 'musts' are - inc joint custody for bj Late Edition 2/1/2004 JT
Day 49? The custody agreement gets signed, Gus falls in love with a picture Two Daddies 2/1/2004 Gus
49 The Brog&Brian show. Justin finds out that his deposition date is coming up. Moving Along 2/1/2004 JT
49 The "Brian, are you in love with me?" conversation. Homerun 2/2/2004 BK
Day 50? Gus has his own adoring grandma - makes Brian reflective Bonjour Tristesse 2/3/2004 JT
50 Brian takes Gus visiting. His son is a chocky cheep whore. Homeward Bound 2/4/2004 BK
50 Justin comes up with a name for Emmett's new business Two Stooges 2/4/2004 JT
Day 51? Car shopping, Brian tells Kate he loves Taylor, Gus almost gets kidnapped, Brian does a balancing act Point Match Set 2/5/2004 BK
51 Gus is 17, Kate is 18 and she's come to claim Taylor - Brian has a bad dream Just a Dream 2/6/2004 BK
51 They have somewhere to go - but Brian doesn't want to Encore Une Fois - Prologue 2/6/2004 JT
51 Round one at Deb's - just a series of warning shots Encore Une Fois - Part One 2/7/2004 JT
51 Kate rethinks the Taylor thing, Gus 'outs' Brian about Joanie Kiddie Table 2/7/2004 Kate
51 Round Two - everyone takes some shots, but the boys hold it together Encore Une Fois Part Deux 2/8/2004 JT
51 Joanie visits with her chocky cheep recipe - she and Brian talk